The 3am person I am

For me personally, the fact that I grew up with a stepmother who just makes up stories about me, my father, anyone she doesn’t like, really fuck me up. at first i was blaming myself for everything, I crave love and affection and tried to please the parents as much as I can. then I […]

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Gaspard Ulliel – man of my dream <3

I’ve known Gaspard Ulliel since his role as Hannibal Lecter in Hannibal Rising. He completely captured my heart since then. The man of my dream is someone who is quiet, yet charismatic. You know the kind of person that doesnt say much but there is something about him (je ne sais quoi) that draws everyone […]

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Have you ever been’ve become a totally different person, like you’re reborn. you look back the past and now they’re all..memories with no significant meaning. nothing matters. nothing haunts you. no fears. no sadness. it’s like looking at other person’s photo album, not yours. it feels strange and you don’t actually feel anything. and […]

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